纪录人生 2011 十月。

成绩快公布了。本来不恐惧。但是，担心也许是正常的。
怕不幸拿不到理想的成绩的同时。

想起了，steve jobs 说的：
some time, life may hit you with a brick, don't give up, don't lose passion on what you love and what you want.

stay hunger, stay foolish.

我，信仰他。

所以，我不会再担心：）

我看到我的人生越来越清晰，我的目标， 不简单。 但是，不管怎样，你无法打击我。

CHANGE THE WORLD.
我一直以来的目标。


我看清了这世界的定律，
现在的大学，有80％ 以上都不是看教育水平，以及学生的学习效率，
所谓的大学教授，只是在大考前给几个tips，学生读破头，甚至我看到有同学在背MARKETING STRATEGY。

大学？ 是这样教育现在的大学生。为了的就只是annual report里的revenue年年倍增。当然不是全部教授都是这样来敷衍学生的。我遇到的教授，Dr Teh是我最敬佩的。他了解，大学不是一个工厂，是一个让学生延伸自己的自主思想来否定及过期定律的的地方。他说过：you are here to learn how to slice other people ideas. 我很同意，大学生往往担心自己的报告是老师要的东西吗？什么范围课程没有覆盖到，这教授要的是什么，这教授喜欢什么种类的报告。我一直认为这些是否定，以及框架式的教育，这些教育方式在这日新月异的社会以及发展迅速的时代，只会制造机器人，不是人才，人才是需要具备自主思想能力。

然而，现在的大学子弟，没办法面对现实的残酷或者到哪里去诉苦。书，还是需要念。但是，那以往抱着满满好奇心和学习兴趣的自己，越来越远，看到的只是那不及格后的学费，毕业后工作的准证。

现在的大学生，只是大学被资本化后的牺牲品。

纪录生活－我越来越爱古典乐。

好久没有写点东西了。
突然感觉自己离人性有点远，所以借个机会来把自己人性话。

看到九把刀的电影预告，那些年我们一起追的女孩。

人生有好多感触，虽然只是个二十年。
但是，人生的最精华时期已经过去了。
我回忆过去。我的确没对不起我自己。

小时候的我，不顾一切喜欢一个我喜欢的女孩。
小时候的我，为了她可以很努力读书。
小时候的我，为了可以早点看到她，很早就起床去学校。
小时候的我，不停老师的忠言还不打紧，还活出自己，顶撞老师。
小时候的我，不屑班上全级排名多少。
小时候的我，非常夸张地很坚持自己的梦想。
小时候的我，真的是很真实的我。

直到人生的历练与成长，越来越循规蹈矩，越来越回避真实的自己，梦想也藏到很深的人性里。

小的时候的冲动与坚持真的很热血沸腾。
我拥有很美好的小时回忆，拥有很棒的故事。



我也想写一本，
那些年，我们小时的回忆。与她的故事。

人生，活得越久。
会越来越认识自己。

发现自己的缺点，优点。

最近发现自己常常失眠。
发现自己无法在压力下处理事情，或者也可以说。
压力的出现，我会把事情搞砸。

还好自己的理智可以把持一点喘息的空间。

《慢慢长大》－我写的
慢慢长大，大家再也不比较谁的手机很酷。
慢慢长大，大家再也不比较谁班上第一名。
慢慢长大，大家再也不说无谓的天方夜谭。
慢慢长大，大家再也不说几时要熬夜聚会。
慢慢长大，大家再也不烦补习时间表很憋。
慢慢长大，大家都说几时可以毕业找工作。
慢慢长大，大家都说几时下班和周末到来。


慢慢长大，大家都怀念以前的手机。
真的很酷。

很难入眠的一个夜晚。
好久没在部落格发泄。


我誓言。
我一定要完成自己的梦想，哪怕失败再多次。
也只是点缀我梦想的华丽。

我，抱着跟平凡人不一样的报复。

不管它对还是错。
人生就是坚持自己的理想。

世界人口几千亿。
你决定你要成为什么。
不是他决定你要成为什么

因为小小的自己，可以有很荒唐的梦想。
成果不重要，你要种什么。
才是最重要。

旅行的神秘

带着沉重的行李，
兴奋踏上旅途，走走看看。

观察人文风情。
凉凉的风不是很暖。

有邂逅，有分离。
依依不舍。

回到了家。

清理了脏衣服

决定了纪念品的主人。

到头昏睡的前一秒。

你会深觉。

家，才是旅行的最终目的地。

我坚持人是要有梦想的。

问一问，想一想。
梦想躲到了哪里？



刚从台湾回来。
我不是马来西亚奸，
但是我就是喜欢台湾。
人文很丰富的一个国家。
不谈政治，台湾树下有凉凉的风。：）

我很努力在生活。

2011 了
梦想，我依然在追。

我很想写些东西。很想写。虽然没有人看，但是还是写。
我时常写人生的价值观。
因为我觉得，一个人的人生价值观太重要了。

往往，我们改变一些小事，结果将会是大大的不同。
我常说，人生短短几十年。我们等的，要的，究竟是什么？
有多少人在一生中，有多少错误，那些错误又怎样解决。
人不是完美的，所以有宗教的存在。人被自己的聪明与文明，彻彻底低地打败。
但是，这些是避免不了的。

但是我们自己的信念很重要。
人会活着就是信念。
为了家人，为了爸爸妈妈，家庭。奋斗。
人生有起有伏。你有很坚决的信念。比如：“我要让我父母健康快乐！” 那么你就可以让你自己度过一切错误与低潮。

人生就像一条道路。跟你一起走这条道路的，就是你的家人。一路上，有许多争执与不满。有诱惑和假象。你要怎么抵抗，当你被欺负，到最后还是回到父母的身边。朋友，家人，伴侣。都是一路上的贵人。人生就是走一条路。你选错了路，及时回头。家人会找你，朋友会指引你。人生就是这么简单。

也许人就是要经历才能知错。

最重要。

还是，问你自己。

在你心里最有价值的东西是什么？

寻找自己最有价值的东西。然后保护它。就是你的人生。



家人，还是最好的。

在你心里，什么东西是最有价值的。

如果你有一分钟。把一分钟用来想想这一个小问题。
会让你人生观有点改变，
毕竟人们一路上，成长的路程里。
受到外来的因素影响，目标，价值，以及判断。
都已不再单纯。
有时嘛～要看看自己最干净的一面来思考。思考到底你的心里，什么东西是最有价值。

人生没有对错，
人生没有完美。
但是人生最重要的是，知道这些对错，知道这些不完美。
人生才可以很豁达的完美。

每个人的人生都不一样。
就像烤面包，你怎么烤。每一个面包的形状都是不一样的。
所以人生也没有什么要跟他一样，跟谁一样。
我们，不要改变自己的形状。
我们，不是普通的颜色。





再来一次：

你心里，什么是最有价值的？

the 200 posts anniversary.
I been thru so many.

200 posts,
200 thoughts of mine.
200 times of jot down my inner voice and stories.

today,2010-july.
I hardly talk about business on blogging.
but I feel like making some voice and noise for my company.

Veel O Geld enterprise stepping in birthday soon.
looking back of the day we(co-founder is my cousin) start up a company.
from 0 capital to X0000 of current assets.
we been thru so many of problems and decisions making.
every decision and problem we made or fall into.
We grown up after the storm.
We are getting stronger and stable.

its only beginning of the journey,
we need stronger arms and minded.
moving towards business and entrepreneurship we choose.
because we good the blood of our grandmother,
she is hardworking, wise decision maker, sacrificer,lovely and humble.
without her present, will be our absent.
I worship her more than any other GOD.

if a wish given,
Billionaire wont be my wish.
I wish to meet my grandmother again and talk to her for 24 hours.
Her words priceless.

Still, time pass very fast. without any notice or even faster than a blink.
things are more important than people.
things are just thing.

appreciate people and friends.
dad and mom.
brother and sister.
family members. the elder the younger. be nice, be simple, be happy.

                                                              Not shirt, Its <3 LOVE

there are no boundary for success and achievement.

dream as usual.

achieved caused awaken.

LOVE LIFE. 

We are breathing. 

as usual.

the world.

never change.

human changed.

time ticks .

we,still moving on. 

with a reason.

we are live to live.

went perhentian island.

weather not really friendly to us.

but.

WHO CARE?!

we are young enough to rock the world!!!!

红豆冰～

昨天，去影院看了牛导的本地制作... 初恋红豆冰。

我给，90%。 整体，我只可以说。
如果你是拥有蓝卡的马来西亚人。
必看！
很多，细节，很多，感动，很多，记忆。
毫不马虎。完完整整呈现出来。
让我们马来西亚华人的生活色彩，带到亚洲上～
这是很大的一步。牛导，跨出了。
这电影可以超越新加坡梁导的电影，拍摄，心思，颜色。
最重要，这些是属于我们自己颜色。

小时候的记忆，和味道。很浓。
我们学姐，李心洁。
果然是学姐。演技很强。
我有种觉得，她因该也只是做回她自己。
毕竟她也是kampung出来的～
哈哈哈， 那时alor star是kampong~

马来西亚有很浓的文化特色。
是时候把它都拿出来分享。
也会带起一波的马来西亚特色电影。

也许是，现在的我们。都很复杂。很现实。
电影的描述，让我知道，我们也曾很简单。

的确，bakuli..我也曾有大把～
我，也有打架鱼。


很清楚。

我，也曾很简单。

一味的觉得天空的味道，很可能是河水的味道。
那么简单。

2.30

yesh, I suppose dreaming and snoring.

topic of the day, HOW TO SURVIVE IN THE WORLD. REAL WORLD.

Did you ever ask yourself in deep.
What you doing now is FOR WHAT?
so,
as the question. ask yourself.....
FOR WHAT?

For example, students stressing around with studies, and I guess all university student got the same illness...
end up in the day? what we actually got ?
certificate? did you really care for this certificate? or just honor?
Okie, you care for this certificate and honor.
WHT?can EAT? SLEEP TIGHT?

Now our stress come from
STUDIES>CERTIFICATE,HONOR.
after you graduated.
WORK>MONEY NOT ENOUGH.
so. STUDIES> WORK> MONEY NOT ENOUGH.
MAny youngster today, stuck at here. they study for better job.
yesh, for better job. SOLID 1. BETTER JOB.
better job for ? HIGHER PAY.
this cycle will never end... student study for better job...not following their own interest or talent. blindly study. all the theories and knowledge gone when stepped out from exam hall..

Come to think of it.
who push this circulation?
answer: PARENTS AND EXPECTATIONS.

okie, stop here. its too realistic untill certain population of the world couldnt accept that.
reality~! hello, reality!!!

lesson of the day: study for knowledge, not for job.

try to think like this when facing exams.
may help in cleaning some unnecessary stress inside your brain.


clear your mind.
peace your head~

study for knowledge, I m very interested in my texts.

spell it when u feel stress! ^.^

its 4.30 in morning~

8.30 marketing exam..
should I have a sleep?


well...I don't think so.....
come and cut some grass in my blog~
I almost forgot that I got a blog~ LOL~

nothing to write. nothing to express. isit good ? or empty~?
mean peace!

Music playing second by second...
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you♪

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

classics...♥

Lim Yang Cher is out of photographs!!!

time to CAPTURE

LOVE LIFE.


Today.
Me, cousin(chau yang) and Jack. went and passed all the money we earned from the donation project to Lee Shi Yean's mom..


Shi yean's mom opened the patient room's door.
welcome us with a smile.... I can see that a lot of pressures and sadness underneath.
We talked with her mom about the situation of shi yean and handed all the money although just a small amount of money (RM3790).
Shi yean's mom thanks us and all the frens out there for support and care about shi yean situation.

we stepped in the room,
shi yean's was lying on the bed, paleness face. sleeping and cough every 15 mins...
machines and pipes all around her bed...
She don deserve to be like this...

Shi yean's mom talked about how she overcome all the fear and accepting the truth...
because this is first time and her first only daughter fall into this situation and sickness..
she have to take care of shi yean for every moments.

I was touched..
deeply...
the strong and mighty power of a mom.

This situation, I experienced once.
when I was 11.
My cousin, who we grow up together since adolescence.
fall in the dark hole of cancer.
the picture..
is exactly the same as today..

When this donation project come to my mind, I hesitated whether I should do this. NOW, I never regret that I launched this charity project. Thanks CYC for giving me the idea for the tshirt.

Lastly, Stay strong Shi yean and shi yean's mom.  EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

VOG enterprise THANKS EVERYONE's SUPPORT AND TRUST!!

LOVE LIFE EVERYONE!!

 

A SHIRT TO A SAVE LIFE.

Its for Her, LEE SHI YEAN.
100% profit will be donated for her as medical financial aids.

T-shirts are not stock ready. will be arrive before 14 feb.
Collect orders & money from your friend first, because this is an urgent donation plan.
she need money ASAP, doctor said that she only have 1 month.
SO, NO HESITATION!!!
JUST RM 30 for a shirt + postage.( You can purchase with higher price, 100% profit will be donate for her.)

Extra info: ORANGE RIBBON The orange ribbon shows awareness of leukemia.

VOG ENTERPRISE SYMPATHY presents.
SAVE LIFE,LOVE LIFE. 

5 days to close the order.

DAY5

1.) total 178 orders!!!!!!!THANKS EVERYONE!!

UPDATES:

order CLOSED!!!
THANKS EVERYONE~!!!
and.. for Ms Low Shi yean...
There are tons of frens outside here... blessing you and hope that u will recover very soon..

STAY STRONG...!!! 

 

帮助李诗嫣（身份证号码：901026-10-5504），一个女孩只有20岁。

至2010年1月3日开始，她开始感到身体不适，并且进入位于吧生的斯里哥打医院。

体内的病毒使她变得非常虚弱。医院建议她紧急转移到梳邦再也医疗中心。

很遗憾的，在2010年1月11日，医生证实她已得了暗示急性白血病。

她所需要治疗好血癌的方法至少要50万令吉费用。目前病人已经向保险认领了该有的庞大保险金（RM75,000），她已注射了第一支针，接下来还有3至4针给予第一次的化疗（RM60,000+）。

除此之外，她还需要进行四次的化疗。然而，她的家庭负担不起如此庞大的巨额。

这就是我所筹款的目的。病人目前拥有足够的血液（属于O型）

；如果可以，请有心人到SJMC（Subang Jaya Medical Centre）用您的血换取供应病人所需的血。

[请向护士注明给LEE SHI YEAN]她现在非常需要您的帮助和支持。

我们已经开放了一个李诗嫣和张贵保女士（母亲）的联名银行户口。
捐助者可以直接转让金额到银行户口。（大众银行4841716818）

如果有任何疑问请联络刘致良先生（016-664 7507）或张贵保女士（016-323 3453）。

我预先感谢您的支持，使病人李诗嫣有不同的命运，并且可以努力地与血癌搏斗。

我真的很感激您的慷慨！请接受我诚挚的谢意。

此外，请将此讯息转发给尽可能多的人看到，让这封讯息可以鼓励他们捐赠。

万分的感激！ （请不要滥于使用这篇讯息，所有捐款者请自行汇入捐款*此捐款项目并没有任何义工出外募捐*）（捐款人将会在捐款的时候看到LEE SHI YEAN & TIEW KUI POH 联名户口）

Hey guys.. ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lee Shi Yean, 20 years old confirmed had suggestive of acute leukemia few weeks ago. My friends and I was trying to help her raising fund and blood donation for her chemotherapy treatment while waiting for suitable bone marrow. She have to undergo 4 times of chemotherapy and now she has not enough money and blood pack for her treatment.

Her family has out of money after her first chemotherapy treatment. She need moneys for her upcoming treatments. My friends and I sincerely hope there is any of you guys who willing to donate some fund for her treatments and medical fees. Even a little amount from you guys is more than enough.

She still currently has not enough blood ( of O type) and still need 14 packs of blood now. It's okay if your blood type is different with her. You can still go to SJMC and donate your blood so that the hospital will exchange your blood with O-type blood for her, and thus her family do not need to pay for the blood supply. Thus, for guys who can donate blood please help her if can. She is now having her chemotherapy treatment at SJMC ( Subang Jaya Medical Centre).

For you guys who interested can go to SJMC and indicate to nurses that you wish to donate blood to Lee Shi Yean. the time is from every Monday to Friday before 5pm.

You guys can send an e-mail to sabsab5172@gmail.com for any information.

She is now very much need your help and support. We have opened a Shi-Yean and Madam Tiew Kui Poh ( mother) in a joint bank account.
Donors, the amount can be directly transferred into the bank account. (Public Bank 4841716818)

If you have any questions please contact Mr. Low Chee Leong (016-6647507) or Madam Tiew Kui Poh (016-3233453).

My words:

life are really unpredictable. I m sad for her badly because she is same age with me, yet...
fate led her to such bad situation, seriously feel sad for her...you cant imagine how many pain she have to face while fighting with leukemia and fate. Out of sudden, everything poped up..

LEE SHI YEAN, we never met before. But, I m here sincerely hope and wish you could recover soon and back to the life you wanted and achieve your dream 1 day..

STAY STRONG.

LIFE IS SO FRAGILE.


LOVE LIFE everyone!

PART II
For me, Photography not just a snap of photo.


PHOTOGRAPHY
IS
AN
ART
TO ME
&
u

ENJOYYYYYY

*BOW*

PHOTOGRAPHS IN TAIWAN~

SHOULD I POST ALL IN ONCE OR SLOWLY? hahaha

I prefer.
Make parts for those artworks by Myself.

some, simple photos.
start here.

PART 1.

ENJOY*BOW*
PLS GIV SOME COMMENT TQQQQQ

LACE UP, SAVE LIVES

Nike and (PRODUCT)red have announced a partnership to leverage the power of sport to fight HIV/AIDS in Africa. The goal is to raise the overall awareness of the ADIS pandemic and
generate support for medication and educational programs that help fight AIDS in Africa.

YEAH, I got my (RED) LACES!!
went NIKE SPORT and said sold out, was disappointed.

BUT I FOUND IT AT ALiksan.
Then Helped African kids with my RM 15!!!
gonna get 1 more pair for my sport shoes~

(RED) Lace on my Air MAX~

EVERYONE!!!


LACE UP, SAVE LIFEs!

蓝色地带很帅气的更新。

okie.. for banana's sake. I have to write in ENglish.

2010 first post.
sorry for the late~~

I past my 2009 in taiwan, but I still hate Malaysia.
2010, started.
This year, gonna be hard for me.... all the year 2 subjects..
even the subject code scares me off....
FIN202
FIN203
ACC203
ACC202
QBM202

*fainted*







*half and hour later woke up with a big headache just like I drank 2 bottles of CHIVAS 20 years premium*

see, how serious...
I m gonna take it down. hold it up.
2010..

okie, skip the ugly part of life.
TAIWAN WAS AWeSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
we went for scenes, foods, ppls, and clubs.
NICESSSSSSSSSSSSS everywhere.

start from here I have to use chinese. because MINJI and DAMBI English not really goodd..HAA.

最有意義的是，在臺北的LAVA認識了兩個活潑的韓國朋友。
那天是平安夜，臺北不是很有圣誕氣氛。所以，我們要找點。樂子。
對club有點學問的MR HONG holder of BACHELOR(HONS) IN CLUBBING.
帶了我們去，他的地方做些海外教學。
哈哈，夜店。臺灣是用這稱呼。

不想多寫，放照片是實際點。

就在夜店里，當上了臺北女性夜生活觀察家。
多姿多彩！！！！！哈哈哈哈。

我發現我后面站著兩個女生。轉過去看。
憑我的韓國人偵測修煉。我肯定他們是韓國來的。
我靠到단비 누나的耳邊。

나:한국 사람입니까?
단비:에,(깜짝이)
나:어! 안녕하새요 반가워^^
단비:응 반가워!^,^我會說華語。
나:우와...정말?!

有點傻眼，哈哈。但是她們是韓國來臺灣留學的。哈哈，就很瘋的玩在一起。
我們對他們的文化比較了解和同歲吧。所以很聊得來。

就是她們啦！

之后兩天我們還約了出來，去了師大夜市吃韓國餐。
非常冷的師大夜市。暖暖的韓食！！ 氣氛很民間的餐館。
人生，一定要有一次！

跨年。。。。

to be continue...



PS: 누나와 민지아. 난 부고 싶어! 그립다.....